‘Warning this appliance must be earthed’
Portsmouth: 14th March
Awake at 4am
Dreams different
slightly twisted
rather than overt
making me
Feel
slightly
corner turned
E M D R
delving
digging deeper
found
far away
moments receding
with
a mere
wave of
followed finger
exorcised
his Monday
fish swim
away
my
images
extracted
flicker
on imaginary
portabled walled TVs
just like the lions
who
once
ran across
abbandoned
50’s space ship
wall paper
when I was four
glimpsed
with roar
moments before
I hid
under
self folding cover
still vulnerable
Thursday 14th: allotted project day today and tomorrow
Today stay inside – Sun – slow reading – slow writing is getting on top of me – have to look – write about the project – write emails that hold promised opportunity – read affirming email that takes hold inside and cheers me – cat sits undercover watching my slow finger movements across the keyboard before giving up on pouncing – announcing his presence – so slow he falls asleep – finally I summon courage to order addition’s for the project system -i read
http://www.wildculture.com/article/affecting-perce…
I design and draw the casing ready for the making and test run next week – next i measure for the suit to fit the system – central meters on paper – I phone
and
the cat wakes and requests
should I eat now?
should I sleep now?
he asks with yellow eyed excitement
