I'm questioning what my practice is and what I want it to be. I think I might be putting the cart before the horse.
The studio has become a refuge from all the anxiety about John. Since spending more (regular) time there I've really enjoy the 'making' and want to spend time developing that. I want to immerse myself in making without thinking about relevance, theme, appropriateness…
At the moment I'm embroidering more handkerchiefs. This time with gold thread. I'm playing with the diameter of the circle I'm sewing – the current one is 6.5 inches. Does it matter where this measurement comes from?
Today I'm using my sculpure skills to fix a crack in the bottom of my bath – needs must! I'm tempted to cover the whole thing in resin and fibre-glass. Must remember that it's not an artwork – well, not yet …