monday afternoon and i should go shopping
no food in, no loan in yet either, ticked the wrong box, corrected now, waiting for the letter to confirm funds.
been into the studios this afternoon, good to see some large sketches forming a narrative in the stair well, finally the prescribed stale ness of the 'new' building is being challenged in a polite manner.
there is already stuff appearing on the walls around the studio. the vibe that produces is a good one and i'm envious of those in year one as it feels like there is a much more togetherness and direction, than in years gone by.
my study continues, returned to an idealist theory i've been harbouring and researching for sometime, i do that every so often then have a big talk about it and decide i can't yet resolve it so leave it be and drink coffee with strange sandwich combinations. today was sun dried tomatoe, mushroom and pickle. i was disappointed that the server failed to make a comment, however the combination was surprisingly pleasent on the palent.
tomorrow is crit time for me. been really scared of that whole thing in the past. which is evenitable if work being made is coming from deep personal things, let's face it who in their right mind would expose inner things to people they barely know, and i saying in an arual way, not in some 2d/3d representation.
i have stuff binging around my head to do with journal 1,2,3 and am aware of the need to aportion thought in appropriate book and still hang on to the original want to create. the prescribed method of assesment somehow posing problems itself as well as the research and making. i guess if it was easy, there would be more people doing it and the value of degree would itself be subverted. heaven forbid that ever happened.
