i sat on 'my' bench today. it is under some trees. i sat on it on monday. i sat on it the friday before that. in total i sat on the bench for 6 hrs. i was playing a game. i was waiting for a leaf to float down and land on me. i was trying to capture the moment on video. it didn't happen. i have now decided it is the last time i play that game with the camera.
it had happened last october when i was sitting on the same bench playing the same game. it made me feel happy and very lucky.
i left my bench and travelled to piccadilly to see lucian freud, early paintings, at hazlitt holland-hibbert. lucian freud was there. in beige and cream layers with paint on his shoe. i floated around in the same air and felt happy and extremely lucky.
