Avoidance.
How many of us relate to this! Often, I want to avoid situations that I perceive as difficult. Sometimes I preempt a situation as part if my planning and the pre -perception is wrong. This has taught me to avoid some situations, but this is also wrong.
Depending on your journey through what we call life, we learn different behavior patterns, not all are healthy. It is negative to decide a result before an event, but if your experience tells you that you generally get a negative response, then you will probably expect a negative response and then you may choose consciously to avoid the situations.
'Feel the Fear and Do It Anyway.' is a motto that I uphold.
Don't let other people stand in your way. I now try to continue, unrelenting, as I do with my life as an Artist without support, anywhere, independently.
I am grateful for this blog and AN Magazine. This is support for me as an Isolated Artist. I love being a practicsing Artist involved with the Alchemy, purist in thought, researching my subject: funnellling focusing, churning, honeing, appropriating, struggling, and enjoying what comes naturally to me, woman and a brush, hammer, drill, whatever it takes to follow through to my final finished creation.
