this morning i sit and stare through the newly created gap in the curtains. a bus route goes past our window. before the next bus, i study the distant tree.
my meditation is broke by curtain opening and puppy jumping onto the window sill.
during the first two months of the year i almost marked each day with a longing for sunshine. my vitamin d levels becoming noticeably low. each day staring out of the window at the monologue grey sky.
while i stared i forgot about the daffodils. i did nothing and still they appeared. their appearance exciting me at the prospect of things to come.
the puppy doesn’t notice me staring out of the window.