i have returned from a family holiday. it was good, a proper break. i feel a bit disjointed now, the washing is done and im at the bit where it doesnt seem like ive been away. i left my video and sound recorders at home – tho i did paint a pic for the lenders of apartment as a thankyou. i now have to remember where i was up to before i left. several ‘im sorry you were not successful’s’ were waiting in my inbox along with a couple of ‘submit your work to, and pay via paypal’s’. i had 10mins of negativity just then, thinking that i was making work and then paying for it to be viewed, and that was quite bizare. i will go and ponder in the bath and then review where i am and the route forward.
