Another day on site and I have almost completed the first phase of the installation.
No matter how much planning i do there will always be something that doesnt happen quite right. I secretly enjoy the challenge that sets me. The frustration of something not quite working and then the intense focus required to make it succeed.
I feel like I have been waiting the past 6 months for something like this to give me that sense of focus. Deadlines are great for focusing your mind intently.
I feel as though I am completely alert, ready to problem solve and step up to the challenge of the task i’ve set myself. It will work but will take a lot of effort to get there.
Tomorrow I may not have this optimism the cold does wear you down afte a while.
