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(Continues from previous post)

Keywords/references for this work are:

Arte Povera and Expressionism movements, puppetry, Comedia dell’Arte, handmade & readymade, stage-like, Theatre of the Absurd, carnivalesque and grotesque aesthetics, whimsical?, scattological quality, performance, study on geometrical form and colour composition, sculpture, drawing, Gert & Uwe Tobias, Joan Miro, Picasso, Sarah Lucas… and something else… perhaps…

Bye for now,

Another crit next Tuesday, so I have to get more work done on time, new challenge (but my wrist hurts!) what materials? I think I’m going sew a lot of cloths (since I have 46 packets, eeeeekkkk) and do a sculpture with them. Something big, but need wadding a lot of it! or polysterene balls?? where do I get this from?? must carry on.

I think after yesterday I have a better idea of what to create for degree show. My tutor suggested a lot of characters in the gallery space, like the floozy, the domestic “goddess” (not sure about this), and other ones that I will be producing, ah and the monkey with the knife!

I’m very busy, my hands hurts of typing and there is so much to type, to talk, to make, please hands stay with me for a bit longer… almost done! (education wise)

By now


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The crit ended up going very well at the end, considering that I had like less than 24 hours to make something. I love the challenge of crits, everytime a new opportunity to do something else, something different and hopefully new and challenging the next step.

I’m not sure about the title of this work but maybe something like “Let it go”? Not sure, I used to be good with titles but not anymore, I think too much I think about them… My titles used to be like long sentences and people thought they added quirkiness to the work. I’m talktive and when I tell a story I will tell it with details. Details to me are important as they can form a better picture in someone’s head and a better understanding about how I have felt or meant to me”that” story. Blah, blah and more blahs, (my wrist hurts quite a lot today so I shoud be concise)

People thought my “character” was strong and had personality. The character was this woman sitting in the corner on top of the kitchen surface, her face facing a pile of washing up to do and her trying to grab some biscuits from the buiscuit pot with her toes, her legs sligtlly apart (with a grotesque feel to it) the radio is on. What it looks like a child made with a lampshade, tights, wadding, blue spray paint and some haberdashery, is looking at the mother from the floor, the mother seems to ignore the child.

Two questions were raised here: how will you exhibit this in a gallery? with a kitchen set up? or on a plinth? or on a chair? Most of people agreed that the character was strong and perhpas it could without the kitchen setting as it is made with domestic objects the point comes across? It is difficult to complete works specially if the narrative behind is strong. I have to think of this. I will be taking good pics of this with a white background and see what happens, perhaps the “woman” sitting in a wooden table grabbing the biscuits with the child on the floor looking up at her. Or perhaps the woman sitting in a washmachine? washmachine as a plynth? mmmm

The women in the class didn’t like the situation of this woman and they didn’t want to be in there or feel like her. Trapped in the kitchen, in the corner, staring at washing up with a child demanding attention, but at the same time they liked the rebellious character. This poses questions of how womanhood is linked to domesticity these days in modern society? Do we want to rebel about “the woman in the kitchen’ cliche kind of thing ? but we can’t in reality. It is like the dog chasing his tail over and over.

But I think things are changing for women, specially in motherhood, more and more women are challenging how motherhood should be and seen by others. I think specially online forums are helping out as you can express yourself anonimously. I don’t think it happens in baby groups that much, specially with new mothers. A lot of artists (including myself) are working in this subject to shred light to how mothers really feel and at the same time making the subject a (more) valid one in the contemporary art world. I think they call it feminist motherhood but I don’t think it should be called any terms as it causes again argument for women and what we really need is to unite ourselves.! but anyway, “feminist motherhood”, “normal motherhood”, “honest motherhood”, “open motherhood”, “all about feelings motherhood”, “is okay to say how you feel motherhood” and other terms are okay I guess.

Other point that we discussed was to not overdo it, they say it works, doesn’t need anything else, speaks for itself, it has energy, raw energy. (Good, ticked, I have managed to do it again)

But I’m Spanish, Spanish humour is about exaggeration, dramatism, but after all I think the “keep it simple” (to start with though, then let it flow!) is also something good to have in mind.


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Another busy day and late night today.

I have managed to do some work which I’m not sure about it but at least I have tried to create something new from scratch.

Today I bought around 2200 Minky multipurpose cloths in yellow, pink, blue and green. I have now have 46 packets with 50 cloths in each packet. The pressure is on now because I kind of have to do something with them!!

I had in my mind this idea of building a house with the packets but 46 packets are not enough, I will have to have like 200 packets and that is crazy and EXPENSIVE…

Having had the scholarship has been amazing, to be able to buy things as I needed them is such a luxury but it can also makes you feel anxious as you want, or I want to make the most of this opportunity.

People in B&Q were just stunned by seeing my trolley full of coloured cloth and I had a nervous smile as I was thinking what the f*** you have just done!!!????

I still have the receipt and I have told them that I might come back for a refund if I don’t use them.

Now with degree show approaching I can’t stop thinking what to do, should I sew, should I use objects… ???

I needed to make today like crazy. I have been the whole Easter break, either looking after my daughter, doing things at home or writing this blog and draft. I got late to the studio and I only was able to work until 4.30pm.

I have used the cloths, the laundry baskets that I bought in Asda (and I nearly bought the whole lot), some ice creams spoons that I was given by the some classmates in sculpture and stuffing.

I keep remembering of what Joana Vasconcelos said: to put things together is easy, they look pretty but what it is important is to have an idea and then get the material. I hope I was able to work like that! Or maybe I’m been lazy.

Must go to bed because my eyes are closing… Need some rest now.

Anyway this is what I have done for the crit tomorrow, it is not finished just yet, got tomorrow between 9 and 11am. I hope the whole thing doesn’t look dull, or not too much.


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More drawings… same as before, illustrations of thoughts and feelings along the journey, studies for future sculptures and drawing from sculpture.

Must move on…


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I’m started to draw more but it is easy to let it in the side specially when there is so much to do!

I love drawing, it is the first mark on the paper from your thoughts, like illustrating what your eyes see in your mind in your imagination…

Must move on


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