I’m really excited by some of the things I’ve started to generate as part of my MA studio practice. I’m beginning to see a real synergy between the things I’m making and the things I’m thinking about; perhaps in part due to personal therapy. A recurring motif has been the circle and trying to find order in disorder. Whilst these symbols or themes (particularly the circle) are fairly universal they continue to pervade my thinking. One example of this is a series of small shapes I’ve started to fashion out of scrap paper found in the studio. Over the course of the last few weeks I’ve taken to collecting papers of varying colours and types and then feeding them through a paper shredder I brought in from home. Evidently the accumulation of paper into an entangled assortment of colours and textures (see opposite) reminded me of my own anxieties having started on the course. An overriding sense of being overwhelmed with dates, deadlines and psychoanalytical theory, and desperately wanting to process this information into a more manageable form. Even during the first week when we were supposed to be keeping a dream diary I found myself unable to as I wasn’t even sleeping! My mind was just racing all of the time. Similarly the work I’ve been making out of paper shares a lot of these concerns. In taking a pragmatic approach I first started by stringing these paper strips together in long, continuous strands and ordering them chromatically. I had originally intended to be really stringent about their ordering; moving from warm to cold colours, but as you can see (bottom image) there are some inconsistencies.
One of the most interesting facets of the course thus far has been understanding that the meanings of art works created in a therapeutic setting are not always immediately obvious and can take time to unravel. Moreover their symbolic meaning may acquire significance through their repetition. Subsequently when I look and these circular forms I’m reminded of a number of different things, often ideas that run contrary to one another. For instance, in the context of the circle I initially start to think about a feedback loop – a type of circuit that allows for feedback and self-correction (linked to Control theory). In this instance the circle pertains to some sort of order and autonomy. Oppositely the circle can have negative connotations like when someone says they’re ‘going round in circles’.
To offer an alternative dimension to these conversations I’ve become increasingly interested in the mandala imagery of Swiss psychologist and psychiatrist, Carl Jung. ‘Mandala’ is an ancient Sanskrit word meaning magic circle. They are found in the art of many religious traditions where they are employed in the service of personal growth and spiritual transformation. Jung used the mandala as a therapeutic tool and believed that creating mandalas helped to make the unconscious conscious. Subsequently it would be useful to undertake more research into the origins of the mandala form and how these depictions may compare with mandala imagery used in Jungian literature.