This job experiment of mine has taken me through many hurdles, many emotions and many obstacles have been put in my path. A lot of people just laugh and can not accept that it might actually happen through sheer determination and belief. People have become too pessimistic, too beaten down. Things don’t just happen to you – you have to work for them and you have to work hard for them. Well, why do you?
Why can’t you just think and believe and manifest? Why can’t you just believe in yourself and believe that it can and will happen.
I admit, I had a few moments – when I couldn’t afford my rent, or could not (still cannot) afford to buy some food. But you can’t let the ‘realities’ of life stop you from believing.
Positive thinking has been overlooked too much for too long. You can create whatever you want.
After my little hurdle and lets be honest, emotional breakdown on Wednesday, I switched off all negative thoughts and stopped talking to people that created them. I started believing all over again and this time became even more determined.
The next day I received three potential offers – two unpaid, one paid.
I won’t give anything away yet, but things are looking up. And guess what interviews and meetings are all on what day…?
9th of Jan of course!!!
See how the things just manifest and become reality?
Do not let anyone put you off or put you down. You can do anything.
Me and My #newjobexperiment —>
Guess what everyone, I’m broke. Completely and utterly broke. Money? No money. Banks? Three. Overdrafts? Two.I am completely and utterly broke. And, I. Have. No. Job.
This is when the tears commence.
A few minutes.Hours.Make that a few more.
Ok. NOW. What the hell am I, me, yes ME, WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?
It’s Wednesday the 4th of January 2012. My #newjobexperiment is supposed to give me a job on Monday.
I need this. I NEED something GOOD.UNIVERSE give me something good please.
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Lets, start again. Lets start over now. Ok,
This is me now. ME. I can and I will do this. I am an unstoppable, confident, powerful woman. Who cares if I have to go back to my old job to pay the bills, who cares if I have no job at all. Who cares if…., just who cares.
I CARE.
I can be whoever I want to be and I can do whatever I want to do. Because I’m me. And that’s what I do best.
So, lets focus now. I am me.I am me.
THIS IS ME EVERYBODY.
AND yes I might have no money (right now) and yes I might not have a job (right now) but I believe, and I bloody well believe.
So this leads me to my next point.
Whatever you are doing never, ever, in a million years give up.Do not give up on yourself. You are BRILLIANT.
Ask and you shall receive, believe and you shall receive, do everything in your power to make you and everyone else see that it is in fact doable and real. And it will be.
It is.I confess, I have stumbled; I let negativity and doubt take over. And I let the reality I am living in right now fill me with fear and regret.But it is okay. There is a back up plan. There is always a back up plan, right there where you left it to begin with.
But the great thing is that plan B won’t be needed because, plan A is just around the corner.
There. I can see it.
This is me and I am me. Everything is going to be okay. Everything is going to be amazing.
