hot sultry
well
its not over till its over
three weeks after
leaving the sunlit and
halcyon days
in Sacy-le-Petit
being secluded like a nun
disconnected
…apart from internet
being intensely focussed
thinking, making
unmaking
developing, testing
reading, talking
listening
eating, drinking
and now
other stuff fills my head
and time
shopping
talking
planning
thinking of
caring for, catering for
others
indecision is one problem
and interrupted thoughts
am not often
methodical, systematic,
going one step at a time
but tend towards mosaic thinking
normally assigned to a younger generation
piecing things together
going on a bit of a journey
arriving at unexpected destinations
but here and now
it’s a dark night
of a mind
where a few lights
suggest a word, thought, action, image
briefly illuminated
grasped, examined
kept or discarded
