the tricky second post – these were the words that have been on my mind for several hours and they refer to the nature of writing the second post after the euphoria felt at actually getting the blog started a few days ago.
“so where do i go now” a lyric within the song i was listening to at the time, appropriate as i ruminate about what to / where to go next.
a bit more context for this blog…
it is at a time when i feel very left behind, alone and very nearly isolated. therefore it is a necessary strategy for the blog to be matter of fact, written from my perspective and in a way that speaks of my connections to other people in an anonymous manner. the blog is very much my own point of view, an exploration of it, a charting of it as i research if i am still an artist. coming into june 2024 i feel a very long way a away from this. when i talk about it at the with others i do back myself to them. on the inside it feels very different.
confidence is about one thing, knowing you back yourself when things are getting tough. you believe in yourself to turn things around.
baroness karen brady
so in my mind the second post was going to be about me bounding the strategy for the way i propose to write the forthcoming posts and as such overcome the trickiness of the second post.
