for this reflection i will be using the model for reflection held at https://scoutship.scout.org/handbook/active-review-cycle/
1. what happened?
spread over today and yesterday i have made – for the first time – a series of 4 reduction prints. its the first time lino cutting and the first time reduction printing. the image used was from a birthday card series created in february and the paper chosen was from a box of paper i have had for sometime. the lino, cutters and ink was bought in june, everything else was already in the vicinity of the endeavour. the alignment jig was improvised from a cat food box.
2. the emotional reactions to the situation
i let go of the need for this first time to be perfect. during the course of the recent olympic games i repeatedly heard how all those that had won a medal and thats why they were being talked to, spoke about the time it had taken to get to that point. in those interviews i saw how i needed to do something differently to begin to feel i was making some forward momentum.
ahead of making the lino cut i knew it was something i was going to do. having procrastinated for a while because i couldn’t decide what image to create, using the birthday card image made the process possible and for me to let go of a need to be perfect. i felt i could lean in and have a go and what ever the outcome it would be positive because it would have been a made thing by then.
sitting writing this relection i do feel on the edge of crying. i felt an emotional strain moments after i had completed the making. while in flow of making i had a purpose and a thing to do. with that process complete the emotions became almost overwhelming.
3. what have i learnt?
at a technical level i have learnt about ink and the need to roll the ink long enough so the peaks are evened out.
i have learnt that the design of the lino cut affects the integrity of the print.
doing printing in an almost diy manner will lead to blemishes and personally those blemishes are of value because they are signifiers of the presence i had had at the point of printing.
4. what next
to use the image again and make another series of 4. to alter the base card colour, to mix the ink differently and to roll it for longer.
to view the outcome of the printing as a document – a series of documents of the performance of making them.
to use cards of the same size.
to enjoy it as much as the first time.
to continue to feel happiness at having done something and to write about it.
