Well, another packed week- I'm multi tasking and simultaniously collaborating, all good, my heads rather full though, but rather it was full with this than anything else.
Last weekend I met to work with ben, as ben and Holly- the first time for two years. There's was a lot of aprehension and I struggled to talk first thing, It felt very precious for a while there, but we had a productive two days together. We are working specifically on a commissioned work for EEC platform at Queen Mary university on the 5th June. They have asked 10 artist from the past 10 years to return to the festival and present work. We are planning a performance that reworks two elements from our past work. We ended the weekend with three elements though, the live video link sitting opposite each other but not really opposite/virtually opposite, used in table for two in Edinburgh, past objects, DIY objects and stuff purchased together over the past 6 years and our journal from the Edinburgh fringe.
Meeting up again felt very good, it also felt very exhausting, we have a history, and a lot of evidence of this history. Lots of memorys and stories filled the weekend, but fundamentally we still had a conection, a shared interest in materials and human relationships, and a desire to continue to expose our own relationship to visualise this.
What came from the weekend was an understanding not felt previously and a sense of calm. Having both collaborated with a number of other artists seperately over the past 2 years has allowed us to see that feelings/frustrations etc… are not always specific to us as individuals- not personal, more of the experiences anyone goes through, more attached to the act of collaborating and making work rather than who it is with.
We also left the weekend with ideas, several in fact, one in particular is to re-visit and re-stage past work/ past images/photographs. We agreed on two a year.
Here is some documentation form the weekend.