I think I’m to have a bit of a moan about money in this blog. I’m sure that it’s quite a blogged about subject especially the lack of it but that’s not the main reason for this though, it’s the expense involved when you’re an artist.
I’ve received confirmation last week about one of my drawings getting into the Creekside open exhibition in London in June, which is fantastic, but I’ve just reckoned up and its going to cost me about £300 to be involved in the exhibition. There’s the travelling to it 3 times to drop/pick the work up and attend the opening, the entry fee, the framing, etc. Of course I don’t have to spend all that money, I don’t have to attend the opening and I could get a courier service to transport the work but I kind of want to do it this way. I’m not a huge fan of ‘networking’ (what ever than really means) but understand the importance of showing your face sometimes. I’m not that keen on private views because they sometimes can attract a right weird bunch of people (my experience) and there’s nothing worse than someone who does rubbish work bleating on about how busy they are with their next (self fuelled) project. Anyway, babbling on……
The Creekside open exhibition has been selected by Phyllida Barlow and I really want to meet her, I think her work is fantastic. She came to Sheffield Hallam uni to do a talk a few years ago and she really inspired me. I remember her saying that when her kids were growing up (she has four) she used to put them to bed then go into her studio (at the bottom of the garden) and just make, and let this making be the release of the day’s events and she also said how important it was to have this private space. It’s wonderful when you have this moment of engagement when somebody says something that you feel connected with, especially when it’s someone as fantastic as Phyllida Barlow.
I also went into a bit of a panic because the drop off day is a Friday and that meant that I’d have to get the kids looked after, but thank god for my mum who’s having them on that day. This leads me into another gripe I have…we know how extraordinarily hard it is anyway for graduates/ emerging artists to develop a practice (and the looming cuts to creative funding)but it’s even more difficult when you have the constraints of children. But its even more difficult when you’re a single parent (like me) trying to balance kids and practice, and before anyone gets their violin out, I try to live by the ethos that you just have to deal with your given lot and produce work that fits in with your constraints.
This has been working quite well for me because I’ve been doing work whichI could do at home: animations, drawing etc with minimal expense, and minimal effort when applying for festivals etc. Now with having my studio I want to go back to making sculpture. This throws up the things about cost of materials and how these could get exhibited. There’s no way that I would be bombing around the country with a car full of sculptures! So even though I’ve got the desire to make again and the space should I just be making for makings sake or should I progress with the belief that maybe these sculptures would be exhibited locally (ish) with no great expenses for transportation and needing childcare?
There is a fantastic contemporary art scene in Sheffield and until I actually start to make some 3d work I’m not going to actually know am I? Note to myself…just get on with it!
