When it works, oh my god does it feel good. Maybe it s the time pressure now (23rd November deadline) or maybe that I ve cleared some baggage out of my life or maybe just my cheeky little star chart …. but I spent the day working on Monday and it went like a dream – when I am making all the answers come and I feel more engaged with life than any other time. This is what it s all about for me! This is why I choose a part-time, independent struggle of a life… to have these precious moments. It feels like the work gives me just enough back to keep me hooked – a weird tangle of a relationship, but one I ll never give up. This crazy love/hate relationship has and will out-live any human love I am sure.
I ve worked hard to understand what I am, and fought hard to be it. All these battles are internal of course. But they are the hardest in life, a fact that permeates my work. Back to the battle, my advice to you never fight anything alone – get help. Disillusioned about my practice, two years ago, I dragged myself to see artist life coach, Clodagh Boyd.
I am sure I will talk more about my time with Clodagh. Some of it I am still processing and reflecting on. But most importantly she supported me to come to my own personal work truth. For me that is what I want to do, who I am doing it for and what out come I desire. Now I can tell you that to find those answers is a heavy weight lifted from some tired shoulders.
It s good to feel really alive : )
