“it’s only grass”
that’s been the conversation on and off today.
context time. in the front of the house there is a path with a stretch of grass before the kerb. occasionally it gets driven on and at this wet time of year the tyres of the vehicle dig in. a delivery van might rock in once and a while later the grass will recover.
so here’s my impact assessment and source of the angst that i need to share with Facebook so i’m not quite so tense about it.
our adjoined neighbours are moving stuff today. several times their van has mounted the grass. several times it’s left and come back.
i’ve spoken to the guy driving the van. sitting back down now i really didn’t say with confidence about how the repeated driving on the grass has had an impact that has taken me to outside my comfort zone and will now have to wait to see if the grass recovers.
it might only be grass but it’s a scaled down example of environmental impact imposed by man on our planet.
yes i know it’s only grass but at what point does a few tyre tracks become a damaging impact on the environment in which i live ?
i’m not sure the neighbours got where i was coming from and they agreed “it’s only grass” and this is now the completion of the days journeys.
i hated how they looked at me. i hated that i felt so uncomfortable at having to even think about speaking to them. i hated that i failed to eloquently say please consider the verge as we both live here and i personally want it to remain looking like it did before you plopped this long wheelbase van on the verge and used the section of grass in front of our house to mount and dismount the kerb.
i’m surprised at myself for having to take to Facebook to clear the inner tension this occcurance has generated in me.
at least i’ve remembered that the piece of grass i’ve become so passionate about is called a verge.
it has helped outing this event on Facebook. in reflection when i spoke to them i was scared and i really did fail to express myself in a manner that i would have done if i knew them a little better and felt relaxed about talking to them.
it is only a piece of grass but it’s grass in the community where i live and i want the community where i live to feel valued, looked after and cherished.
i think it’s my personal maslow base level in action.
i feel better and reassured for understanding that now.
it’s only grass but it’s grass where i live and it’s outside the house that i live in.
i thought i’d finished writing but the van has just reappeared and again gone on the verge. i’m smiling as i understand why it’s bothering me and our neighbours are now communicating their position by their actions. (i don’t know if the van is on or off the grass and having explored why i felt so uncomfortable and realising why i’m happy to be at one with the situation.) in time we’ll see if the verge recovers.
it’s ok.
it’s only grass.