It has been of great benefit that i have the earliest memories of any one i’ve ever met. I actually remember my birth, the struggle, the crushing and the being born. I vividly remember having out of body experiences while still a baby in my cot. Being aware of my existence, the sensation of separating my ‘bodies’. Flying to visit the family asleep in their beds and seeing myself holding the cot bars looking back and smiling at myself.
The decision to commit to complete healing required me to explore and analyse literally each and every landmark memory/experience in my life. It meant noting where pain had happened analysing the pain, re-experiencing it and ‘drawing a line through the pain of it’ as i changed the memory into what good came out.. What was the silver lining that came from this? Even down to physical abuse, there is literally always something positive that can be learnt.
