The day dark matter was announced
Portsmouth April 3rd
Wake at 4:23 am unimpressed by consistency
one quiet day
Detail Carved wood
written within forming trees
gathering with others
all encompassing forests
who systemize me
#5lines
its
at last
Wednesday
Biggest
day
of my week
rough formed
waveform
now only
six days delay
L F O
repeated
incomplete cycles
until
Konfirmation
day
‘If you have a Sunday free, place flowers on their graves’
Portsmouth – Leatherhead – Portsmouth
April 2nd 2013 World Autism Awareness Day
Indirect intervention plus one hour
Change in clocks seems to have thrown my PTSD waking into utter confusion – not able to work out the pattern yet – chaotic – maybe this will become a catalyst and change – waking anywhere between 4-6am but unable to sleep till 1am – no sleep is not good – maybe I feel like sitting at the computer and endlessly type ‘all work and no play make johnny a dull boy’
At the bottom of latest LFO cycle – periods modulated and seem to getting longer but dread the lows still – not able to write much but gets poetic instead
Not a KS day – heading to deliver work to Festival but time on train to work on lists of people to invite to 14th June at The Arts Catalyst.
In to work early and wrap the wrong work up and leave…..my faults will show when I get unwrapped
Aspergers unwrapped
Waiting at the station
I become distracted
so I tweet:
Sun
warms
at
last
as
i stand
alone
on
platform
seemingly
equal
to loss
through
breeze
and
my
self imposed
wind chill
Retweets Konfirmed
Look out of the train across clean fields near Butser Hill
I become distracted
so I tweet:
Field
plough’d
rigid
lines
of
white
flint
stand
still
drawn
into
brown
buzzards
view
thermal
circling
at
right angles
above
Retweets Konfirmed
Later on the train after Guildford change watching the sun fighting through leafless trees
I am distracted
so I tweet
Long
shadows
cross
beech
leafed
wood
micro
movements
creep
hugging
those
fallen
a few
months
before
returning
comfort
once
lost
Retweets Konfirmed
Later
after my faults show
they are ameliorated
as I return home
I am dys-tracted
so my next tweet is hidden
Neurodivergent socially engaged artist/activist/advocate/scientist and interventionist - specialist in Arts Sciences and Visual Arts - Analogue and digital sound maker - modular synthesizer systemiser addict - Conceptual geologist: B.Sc hons, FRSA, Fellow of the Royal Society of Arts, Artistic director of Flow Observatorium a ND Creatives Equality and diversity charity Practice issues: Abuse, Access, Diary, Intimacy, Illiteracy, Spoken/written word, science representation, the hidden, personal journey, personal space, touch, inclusion, geological metaphor. Visual and audio illustration: sound, Print 3D, Photography, Synaesthesia, Neurodivergence, Film, Word performance and interview.
