‘and the truth will give you fleas’
Portsmouth June 26th
A collection of notes from the last few days with errors created by speech recognition software selectively left in:
20 June 2013
Unfortunately reach mental saturation overload point
21 June 2013
open my letter
with red marked
confidentiality
that tells me
Officially
I apear free
of the P T S D
22 June 2013
I can taste
Something
this way comes
Trembling
enharmonically
Restlessly
awakened
Enveloping
all in unforgiving
Stillness
Sound
bound
tied in many knots
rest of day imposed rest – in my head this is beyond a joke – my body slaps me in the face with reality
for sanity – I need to work
insanity – I live to work artist 247
bad dreams hit at 3am
23 june 2013
Am exceptionally tired – snatch rest all day – this also winds me up – ideas form unavoidably – artist 247 – ‘the pencil is willing but the hand fails me’
24 June 2013
Spend morning in the dark theatre bar editing images into performance PowerPoint and run through with the sound – may develop into a major new project. Its ironic that I am trying to find time to make more analogue music but receiving opportunity to develop digital sound-work in an oppositely direct proportion to my efforts to escape
25 June 2013
Perform in Portsmouth today using learning from Konfirm with aprofessional musician after mentoring them from ‘analogue to digital’ sound making. Goes well other than a few glitches like the laptop trying to do a virus check spot on the time the performance starts (not mine as would have turned it off)
The work is well received and have interesting conversations afterwards with audience members – glad I didn’t loose it as result of aspergers sound sensitivity and public becoming overwhelming.
http://www.ccichannel.port.ac.uk/dysconformity.htm…
Glad the 2 celebratory beers afterwards wipe me out before I arrive home.
26 June 2013
Today while uploading more work I discover my Sound work on SoundCloud is most popular in Greece this week.
Mysterious.