‘Do I have compassion for myself’
Portsmouth December17th :
‘Sometimes I am in-doubt as if caste upon a strange unfamiliar shore’
Believing,
needing,
feeding,
that black-hole at the centre of my universe eating as it spins consuming not only words but confessions. ‘Art-science’ I think defines aspergers for me – observing – defining – reciting – slots – conjoins – values – symbiotic – receptors – binding – triggering – communicating a love affair.
accepted difference +
Socially,
others,
non understanders,
deliberaters
abusers
blockers that creep between membranes rejecting my differences as if they were non existent slots – never settling – never to activate on receipt or trigger positive thought. Leaving me to doubt my worth in pounds and pence and acceptability.
unaccepted difference –
‘do not pass the scales when I desire to find how balanced I am’
