Aluminium, wood or steel?
Portsmouth March 15th
Awake 4:23 – seems to be getting earlier – dislike
dreams vivid and involving – definite change in taste – dislike
tea – toast -wave goodbye – bath
i
am
Waiting
Waiting in
Waiting for more system parts
sit and work – need to shut my eyes – without the distraction your brain has more ‘drive power’ – Concentrate hard -the system needs a portable structure
wood?
steel?
aluminium?
mix?
Have to build this in my head – dyslexic gifting in 3D –
cut
turn
twist
view
discard or keep?
constant streaming……………
a multitude of prototypes have flashed passed on the way to the bin with virtual deletes – gradually I keep parts ideas traces and follow new paths
still not right yet – back burner another few days as the deadline looms
—————– hiatus ———–
knock at 10 pat 2…….
the box is here so I leave without opening
restraint
i hate
restraint
walk and work – forms filled – panic – leave heavy and tired
tiredness
eats my evening
fall asleep on settee
so raise and head to bed
lay awake till early in the morning –
scared
of
myself
no closer to the system structure
wood?
steel?
aluminium?
mix?
