Leeds Metropolitan University

I am spending this week in a space separate to my working space in the studio to look at my work and try to imagine how it will look in the degree show. The excitement and level of certainty I expected by this point in my degree is yet to surface, I feel like my third year has been one rather uncomfortable and extended panic attack. The pressure and expectation is unprecedented in my experience. That said, the fact that I can't quite picture my show has left me open to many more possibilities than if the decisions had already been made. I think that while it is immeasurably more unsettling it means that I will keep pushing and learning up until the last moment. And I don't want it to end. So the least I can do is get my money's worth.