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Finding Faults within the geological map of the mundane

Portsmouth 22nd July

Monday:

I wake to early 5:29 am – expecting rain (normal fault one)

head downstairs – breakfast + cup of tea made quite well

In bath awaiting storm that never came (normal fault two)

Sign up as volunteer on ARC Cambridge website – complete 5 tests – Empathy, AS, Geometry, Systemizing, contained shape recognition

Builder turns up unexpectedly just before 10 (part of complex fault three)

knock on door but I am not dressed yet as its already too hot – hiatus before opening (complex fault three)

Builder fixes fault in roof without putting ladder in next-doors garden – the lead (Pb) had slipped (part of complex fault three)

Break glass after they have left washing up (normal fault four)

puzzle at emails making best guess – annoyed with my dyslexia (reverse fault five)

Edit map by adding dyke and fault structures derived from the basic image part 1

Arbitrarily cut misplaced or misshaped dykes and tidy up the edges of coastline part 1

head out in the sun to pay my tax bill at the local Post Office

Meet and chat to local councilor on the way

Post Office – no queuing

walk a different way home

Edit map by adding dyke and fault structures derived from the basic image part 2

Arbitrarily cut misplaced or misshaped dykes and tidy up the edges of coastline part 2

I make important phone call and get upset (reverse fault six)

Edit map by adding dyke and fault structures derived from the basic image part 3

Arbitrarily cut misplaced or misshaped dykes and tidy up the edges of coastline part 3

Cook tea for OH when she arrives in from work

Try to relax with TV and making – does not work to suppress panic attacks – so try a drink (Transverse fault seven)

head to bed and read by torch the ‘British Regional Geology – Scotland: The Tertiary Volcanic Districts’ 1961 Edition I bought at the BGS London shop in 1978

Hot: Impossible to sleep as am suppressing panic attacks (Transverse fault eight)

Get up 11:29 pm and read downstairs

next-door has left in taxi with large bags leaving doors open – strange

Whiskey one (normal fault nine)

Whiskey two (normal fault ten)

look at book and map of Mull

Tiredness finally strikes at 1:13 am head to bed

hot still but start to fall asleep

Closing eyes all I see is the map and the details in colours I have not used

Opening my eyes – panic attack in silence so not to wake OH (final fault eleven)

fall asleep before radio news at 2 am

dream


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The development of centre 3

Portsmouth 21st 2013

now

despite

heat and worry

geologist + artist 247

taking on the role

‘method artist’

reviving the past

‘autobiographical’

sitting on the sofa

reciting

‘stones are my friends’

‘stones are my friends’

so

today

I have been

looking through:

Geological history of Britain and Ireland: 2nd Edition

Map – Eastern Mull: Scotland sheet 44W&part 44E

a truly beautiful map

And editing site 27 map tester – drawing and cutting out layers with false grid – no adding is allowed


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Stipperstones

Don’t leave me here

Don’t leave me here

on the beach

on this beach, bitch

caught by topetide and low escape

shark turned worms fill my head

attracted by the noise

released from quartz quicksand

flooding, as my toes sink deeper

moving, side to side

a manic dance of panic

crying

“who put the flowers by the dead fox”

eyes search the grey cliffs

for hopestairs cut within the slate

with swift movement

I cast aside my burdens

crustacean reallocation

Lost prawns into barren pools

as we wade a waterfall

climbing slipperstones obsessed with weed

hand over hand

hating the tarnished mirrors reflection

two steps behind

still out of sight

despite eyes in the back of my head

a generational assent

leading me to lay on

second chance grass

fingers obscuring turned worms

waiting warm, to fill my bed

Occasionally I will add a renewed older geology themed poem – Here a Geopoem written 2001about a visit to the Worms Head in South Wales


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‘I may wait for fractures to open’

Portsmouth 20th July

Today will work out what I am to read – well I may well do my best too – if I repeat and repeat I can eventually learn what I am looking at but thank god for the ‘diagram’

That is what I hang any learning upon as a dyslexic – words are important but if I can ‘see it’ its clearer – its probably why after a long love affair with the diagram since a child thats what I did as an illustrator of books.

I relish illustration

I relish their contained story and the ease of telling

I have a pile of geology books sat next me – with illustration – liftable – awaiting opening – read between the layers just to get me in the mood for the next 5 months – mapping – palaeontology – sedimentology – stratigraphy etc

But after all is done I have to create through recognizable ‘geological principal and rule’ my own 3 year ‘Autobiostratigraphy’

Before I illustrated I was a geologist – well I still am – I can never go anywhere without questioning – but is that not also the role of an artist? to question – to illustrate inner feeling?

Art + Geology = joy (possibly)

a list of often asked questions – never out-loud

1. What’s under here if i dig?

2. What’s the rock in the cliff over there?

3. How old are they?

4. I wonder what was here millions of years ago?

5. I wonder if there are fossils here?

6. How did this landscape form?

7. Are we just transitory?

—————-hiatus——————

then

despite the heat

a choice before sorting

I may rest later

I may rest now

I may read

I may rest

I may

I may

I

I

wait for

Fractures

to open

and see

what is

released


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The complexity of reading sympathy cards out loud

Portsmouth July 19th

wake to early for sense to be in abundance

lay in bed an listen one leg balanced the other outside of cover

uncovered

listening

Nothing
But seagulls
And train
Brake spears
2
pierce a
First light
Silenced panic
&
remind
Me
Despite
bitter tear
Twisting
Disappointment
I am
still
Here

walking the section I discover a fold by measuring:

123 meters: snooze

27 meters: bathe

17 meters: walk

215 meters: amend logging form under cover of another loaned fan

23 meters: walk

56 meters: bathe

12 meters: snooze (condensed sequence)


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