‘testing time with lines, boxes and books’
Portsmouth 18th July
I have to do this
I have to leave the house – walk – and do this
Things to do first – ticked of like bingo numbers called in anticipation of completion
4
35
7
14
2
9
done
walk
stop
shop
buy bottle of ‘sparkling’ personality water just in case I need brain to work 14% faster
pull to logging books at random
wrong
book 2 contains:
PTSD trauma day
my Mothers death and subsequent 14 days till letting go
book 4 contains:
The additional PTSD trauma
head to studio unknowing pain in hand
Eat lunch – fetch fan from Studio 21 – sit with Adrian* and test the logging date form on 4 random pages
pages I have never looked at before
pages I have to face camouflaged with learning and ardor
January 9th, 10th, 11th 2012
we
mark in biro lines
of times
trains
leaving
bathing crying
watching
comfort
we cover
a spare sheet with amendments
as we uncover improvement
walking home neurons fire – geological mode returning
cold bath
cold tea
bed
then laying there – fog parts and brain works 14% faster but I am unable to switch off so I prowl house until 2:22 am long after the once accompanying cat has thrown the towel in.
* http://adrianmundy.wordpress.com/
