For the first time in a very long time, I have felt very apprehensive about the coming year. Usually, on the 1st of January, I have started to fill in my wall chart by now, knowing what I will be doing for at least the first few months. This year there is nothing. No confirmed plans at all and that is very worrying.
Is it really wrong of me to feel that my biggest achievements of 2012 were not the exhibitions I had or the contacts I made (which were in fact quite good!)……..but the fact that I managed to stick to full time employment, paying off one credit card and clearing my overdraft ?
It’s almost as if I expect the future to be bleak and that I am preparing for it.
