Yep, in every sense of the words.
I am really struggling with my work at the moment. I’ve got several projects on the go and I hate every one of them.
I don’t know what it is, but I just can’t keep an image in my head of what I want to produce…its sort of half there, but when I start working, it disappears :-(
The year started off really well…I was on such a roll after my solo exhibition – I had a huge amount of work (produced mainly in the winter. Hmmm… there’s a clue ) I had back to back exhibitions…. and then this.
Damn… my head is frazzled and I have to produce (well , Finish!) work this month for two Independents Biennial exhibitions AND one in Enjopping (nod to Stuart Mayers there!)
The more pressure I’m under, the more dissatisfied I feel. I’m finding fabulous bits of wood and metal while out walking, but overworking them. Maybe I should put old stuff in the exhibitions… or not exhibit at all???
This one started so well, but I’m a bit lost with it now… :(