Self knowledge is a wonderful thing yet knowing something and acting upon it are two VERY different fish.
Before Christmas I was running around like a headless chicken – literally running in my own house, frantically trying to get everything done. I had drastically overcommitted myself, completely by accident.
So now is a small lull – a delightful, quiet time. So what am I doing? What should I be doing? NOT applying for one hundred opportunities and trying to shoehorn my work into opportunities that just won’t fit – that’s what.
This time I will learn.
So, I have realised that excessivity is my affliction. It is everywhere in my life. Too much noise, too much stuff, to much to do, too much to MAKE MAKE MAKE……. TOO MUCH TOO MUCH TOO MUCH TOO MUCH!! (no time, no time)
There is no space for reflection as my dear father (and studio assistant) remarked recently – no – I can’t even locate the mirror.
Why, I wonder am I in such a rush? I haven’t just been given 15 minutes to live, so why am I in such a hurry?
Why does it feel that anything less than SUPERWOMAN is just not good enough?
Answers on a postcard please.
