feeling isolated
it’s something that has been with me for some time. i’ve not really understood it though.
i can connect to one source of isolation. not knowing what i do relative to talking about it with those who talk about such things in their working lives.
i’ve physically altered where i work and what i do but i still haven’t fully adopted the language. this might be due to a liberalness i have in my thinking. i don’t see myself as very political but if i had to place myself anywhere that is my starting place.
deciding to go to a portfolio workshop without a portfolio was a big step for me. i think i was relaxed enough to accept that i went there under prepared and got the shock to kick start a response.
seeing a very attractive opportunity yesterday gives me hope and faith in the future, i just don’t know what might happen.
am i preparing myself for that?
am i dreaming?
am i visioning?
am i looking at an expansive horizon ?
