What happened to May?
Achieved three things on my do to list:
• I have a lovely flat fresh white studio wall – it’s the only wall in the studio that I can actually pin things to.
• Yesterday morning I installed slide scanner software on my computer and used it to scan some slides of work from 2001. It’s great to have these older pieces in digital form. Though I must get the slides cleaned before I scan the next batch.
• Ordered and collected a length of foam ‘bolster’ for my patchwork punch bag. Combined the collection with the Tom Friedman opening at Gagosian. I felt rather under-dressed and over-burdened – one of the almost identically glamorous assistants smiled very sweetly as I laid my oversized package at the side that frighteningly extensive reception desk.
Spent a great day playing with urine bottles last week – results pictured. Was most surprised by the ‘cairn’ form that evolved. I left in the studio for a few days and was genuinely delighted with the feedback I got from everyone. Encouraged my to think I should play more and plan less. Am I starting to uncover/recover the sculptor in me? It’s ages since I played with materials – I know urine bottles are far from ‘neutral’ materials but I really enjoyed playing with their form and not thinking too much about they actually are. I want to order some more and see how high I can go.
My new bike has had a big impact on my life. I’m more inclined to attend openings now it doesn’t cost me six pounds for a travel card (somehow the few hundred the bike cost doesn’t seem to worry me). The other noticeable difference is that I don’t take my laptop with me when I work in the shop. I could usually get at least the equivalent of an hour when I could go online. Now I don’t do it. In some ways it’s great and appeals to my technology resistance, in others I realise that I’m not as hooked in as I was. Would it be possible not to use a computer these days? What would that life be like? I manage quite well without a mobile phone, though email and the internet is another question. Last week I amended my email signature to include a line that says I don’t check my inbox everyday. I read recently of a business where they never open email in the morning, and heard of another where they have email free days – it’s good to know I’m not the only one who feels overwhelmed by communication. I can honestly say that I’d rather be on my bike than online ….