I think I’ve finally found the solution.. I have to draw like I mean it, like every ounce of my being is in each drawing.
When I am sloppy I create things I hate, things which I am not proud of.
I think next week will be good for me. I will have to work at home because I can’t be in the studio. But I think that the change of scenery will be good, I will be able to relax and concentrate more. – That is the hope anyway.
My tutor seems to have been insisting on mini tutorials. I don’t know whether it is because he cares or because he thinks I need it. I hope it is the former, because I don’t want to be pitied.
I feel confident enough to create significant works, I just have a longing to go beyond. I don’t want to fizzle out, is that too much to ask?
