1. I’m trying to get to the bottom of why I never seem to get anything done.
2. I am experimenting in ‘creative visualisation’.
I think the two may be connected.
possible answers to 1:
Reality of limited time.
Percieved reality of limited time.
Confused mind
Convinced myself I have a confused mind.
Indecision
The existance of too many decision requests coexisting in the same small space of time.
Too many ideas
The same ideas repeated ad infinitum to appear to be many.
Liking too many things
Being above averagely good at too many things but not world shatteringly, and exceptionally amazing at one thing that demands undivided attention.
An annoying combination of extreme overself confidence and crushing self doubt at the pointlessness of it all.
Limited funds
A ridiculous persistance in the idea of perfection.
Possible suggestions for 2.
Acceptance of time reality
Extremely detailed visual plan of activities to guide day and ensure achievement of goals.
Hold visions of finished works permanently in minds-eye at all times.
Cut picture of own head out and stick onto picture of Turner Prize winner’s body
Visualize myself as a serious being imparting pearls of wisdom inplace of irreverancies.
See that it’s only art.
