The reality of juxtaposition.

It has been just over 3 months since my Degree Show at Wimbledon College of Art (UAL). I had so much planned once this was over, so many projects I wanted to get started but in truth I have been like a fly trapped in a milk bottle – buzzing around wildly but achieving very little. It has been said to me that in order to make progress it is best to focus on one thing at a time.  This is all well and good, but I think for many of artists this is just not viable. I need to earn some income, I need (and want) to produce some art, I want (and need) to collaborate, exhibit and experiment. I also have a family, so hence have all the activities and responsibilities that entails. So my mission in respect to my art practice these days is to try and focus on just a few things at a time, and to try to relax into it more.

I have recently been playing with making small collages, physical and digital. They have tended to try and evoke a sense of place, a quick escape route in my head. One is based in Spain; Andalucia region. I have juxtaposed and transferred images of photographs I had taken on past holidays onto a solid oak wood block that I had previously primed with a mixture of rabbit glue and marble dust. It is relatively small; approximately 27 cm square. In keeping with my usual practice, I painted and drew upon this. I wanted the surface and image to be deliberately rough and incomplete in parts – as if an artefact with the surface showing through in places – like touching the walls of an old city, the heat of the sun bleaching the paintwork and drawing delicate cracks upon its history.

The other is a ‘New Zealand’ digital collage -in a wildish sort of state. I am from New Zealand originally but have not been back there for quite a number of years. Living in London, whilst I love it, there is a reassuring primal ruggedness about New Zealand which I miss and wanted to capture.


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I don’t have a very big studio – in fact it is quite small as studios go and it is crammed to the gills with materials, artwork and necessary furniture. This means that I have to be quite considered when I go to make new works in terms of what size it is and what materials I use. Also there is the whole issue of sustainability and recycling. It is a bit of a dilemma in deciding what materials to use. I ideally want to make art pieces that last, but unless they are actually on someone’s wall and/or being used in some way then this is rather wasteful and not very sustainable. Also I just don’t have the room for bringing in lots of new surfaces. This means I do re-use old canvases and boards as much as I can. I also like to use found material on occasion such as bits from skips and cardboard packaging.

I have been continuing on with my still life series but using very ordinary materials such as old food packaging (basically raiding my homes recycling bin) and watercolour paint. Much of the work is exploring the idea of simplicity, mindfulness and pleasure. I have quite a few things I want to try such as including writing or different types of substrates.

One thing I also want to explore is alternative ways of displaying the work or even different kinds of framing. Often when exhibiting, the gallery space only has a hanging rail system with cords and hooks which can be quite restrictive. Currently I am just reusing existing frames that I have in my studio and I often scour the second and shops for old frames.

The benefits of using recycled packaging to make artwork is also contrasted against the fact that the artwork will not last as long. It doesn’t seem right to expect people who buy the art to pay the same sort of prices for art made on more perishable materials. But maybe adjusting the prices accordingly will make the art more accessible for all. It will depend on the amount of work put into a piece I think but I like the idea of keeping it simple.


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It can always be a bit of a struggle to know what to write about each month, particularly when I have been carrying on with the same investigations and nothing new has happened. Normally I simply like to write about what I am working on at the time, the reasons behind it and what is going through my mind as I work.

This is the case this month when I have been working in my studio. I am still focusing on my ‘still life’ pieces, specifically on jugs and teapots which I own and exploring the idea of commodity fetish. I have been working with watercolour on canvas which is not my normal medium and a bit of an experiment within itself.

I am at the stage of having to give them titles and this is the subject I am going to briefly discuss today. Artists tend to have different methods in how they name their art pieces. Mine is not particularly clever. As I work on a piece I inevitably give it a name in my head for the purpose of functionality and reference – ‘I must carry on with my ‘Midnight’ piece today (a simple example) or ‘what is the next step for my ‘Urban desire’ collage?’. More often than not, this will form the basis for the name of the final artwork. Sometimes this system works just fine, other times it can be a bit wobbly. I must admit I do rather like a poetic aspect to the naming but this very much depends on the piece and it is very easy to go a bit overboard on this which can be rather cringe-worthy.

If I were to carry on with this naming convention, then my jug and teapot pieces would have the following names:

‘The teapot from Seville’

‘The purple gravy boat’

‘The brown patterned teapot’

‘The tall blue jug’

‘Charity shop find’

‘You can’t name a painting Charity shop find!’ exclaims my youngest son. ‘Why not?’ I ask. ‘It is how I think of it’. ‘It sounds terrible. It needs a much more sophisticated name’ says he. ‘But that would be pretty cheesy’, I reply. Thus for the time being I have settled for it’s title ‘The cream flowery jug’. It may yet be changed.


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I have been taking photographs of jugs and teapots that I have in my household. This is the start of a new series of works in which I am exploring still life and the idea of commodity fetish. Why do we collect things and what does it mean for us? So often we will buy an item for the house that we deem as expressing a certain message, whether this be a fashion statement (oh, this is very Parisian looking) or indicative of a particular style (this is so retro!). Why do we care? Many philosophers will say this is to do with desire and our need to be perceived in a certain way. Some will say it’s all about sex; others; a more general requirement to be accepted and to be seen in a good light. Modern life is not just filled with objects that are created for functionality, but also ones that suggests something desirable. The objects in a sense take on magical powers.

Anyway I could wax lyrical about philosophy, the object and fetish but would rather write specifically about my art development I am currently working on. Still life as an art genre is a popular thing and whilst I think it has a lot to do with what we like and what it represents as a subject matter, still life does tend to be more accessible than other subjects. This perhaps makes it an easier subject matter to explore. Think about cubism for example and how Picasso and Braque were able to depict the idea of multifaceted objects on a flat plane. We all know an object has multiple sides but in art such as painting, traditionally we could only ever display one side. Cubism provided a vehicle to subvert this.

I recently went to a very good exhibition in the Pallant House Gallery in Chichester called ‘The shape of things: Still life in Britain’. This exhibition gave a wide encompassing range of ways still life has been represented and gave me the inspiration to start upon my new series of work. I chose jug and teapots, not just because I happen to have a fair number of them but also because I have them in a wide variety of styles and from different periods of time. Some I have inherited, others I have collected along the way.

As in the wider scheme of things I am exploring fragmentation and modernity, I see the commodity fetish of objects as being part of this. Hence I am trying to break down the certainty of these objects in the environment in which they sit. Its early days but I include here some images of some works on paper I have created recently.


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I am staring out into the garden at the roses both blooming and drooping in the rain. There is the quiet hum of the fridge in the background and the only other thing I can hear currently is the tapping of my fingers on my laptop keyboard. These are precious moments. The foliage outside is starting to get overgrown, making it a haven for the wildlife. My garden laziness has some benefits thankfully.

This feeling of a hiatus or a reprieve is welcomed. My visits to the studio have been short and sweet without much new work being developed. I am preparing for 2 Open Studio events. One of these is connected to the KAOS Open Studios event taking place in the wider Kingston borough where I will be exhibiting some of my work at the lovely Fusebox Gallery (situated by the riverside in Kingston). This starts the weekend of the 18th May and is on until the 26th May. I have been calmly and diligently sorting through works, painting sides of canvases, adding D-rings and cords; all necessary activities and really rather enjoyable quiet, methodical processes. Then from June 21st-23rd, I will be opening my studio In Hawks Road as part of the wider ASC Open studio event. I am hoping between now and then I can get started on some new work and complete a couple of larger works that I have started.

In the meantime for my display at Fusebox, I am using as the basis, the following piece of text from my Masters dissertation.

‘As I wander, there may be something left behind, a memory, a scuff mark or perhaps a ricochet reminiscent of the beat of my heart. The surfaces I touch, the footsteps I take, bear witness to those who were there before. There is a coming together of nature, the body and of an ‘other’; something outside of and beyond myself. Gestural acquaintances, carved out murmurs, sometimes blended, crossing over in patches and sometimes colliding, creating accidental displacements and disturbances.

Reflections are scattered throughout my day such as in mirrors, windows and in pools of water. Like traces, they are the absence of the real thing; a copy or a simulacrum, like the flickering shadows in Plato’s cave.

There is evidence of something absent and of something present. An altered presence to what was there before. A stain, a residue, the suggestion of something disappearing. The death of what was. Vestiges and spectres, ghostly apparitions that remind us of our own mortality.’

The falling rain outside echoes this overall sentiment.


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Progress is slow but I have been carrying on in my little studio playing with watercolour. I am deliberately not looking at tutorials in how to use watercolour paint as I am interested in finding out what I can do with it. It feels right to be playing with this medium as my interest in the fragment, the transitory, interconnectedness and transformation lends itself to this material. Initially I have been working quite small and on paper but I have decided to try working on large canvas which I have prepared with an absorbent ground specifically designed for the use of watercolour.

My subject matter is very ordinary; so far a potted plant sitting in an abstracted interior environment. I want to try to convey the idea of something not settled, but changeable and malleable in space.

The painting shown is unfinished. It’s quite a large artwork (121 x 91 cm) and I want to loosen it up more but need to disconnect from it for a few days before I try again. The other painting I show here is very small (21 x 14.5 cm) and is an imagined (rather hallucinatory) view from a window of a balcony and a tree.


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