i’ve spoken to a dr in birmingham today as a direct result of not enough applications being received by staffordshire university for their ma fine art.
months ago, while still an undergraduate, i added to the why do an ma debate through these blogs. it seemed that it was a way of finding critical discourse to move a fine art practice on. at the time i was shocked that an ma was just a means to talk to people. no one at the time really convinced me about their own advancement.
i now find myself at a point of wanting to advance. i have a meeting tomorrow in birmingham, it’s very exciting and for a course i found by chance. which is nice as i have a growing obsession with the words possible futures.
always within my self i ask myself about what to write here. i feel that revealing my deep inner thoughts is not for a blog but for a person. a face to face, in private. so what does that leave for me to write about here? all the other stuff, yet parts of that feel deeply personal and as such i want to remain private. i wonder if it’s an indication that i’m not quite in the right place for me to waffle on about what a fabulous time i’ve had today. maybe.
maybe i’m just not quite ready to be all open about me.
shower and curry.xx