David Kay, Shape of Things Director, asked me to write something on the relationship of making to my practice and my feeling about not being a ‘proper maker’, as such..!
‘ Weaving was already multimedia: singing , chanting, telling stories, dancing and playing games as they work, spinsters and weavers were literally networkers as well..spinning yarns, fabricating fashions, ..the textures of the woven cloth functioned as a means of communication and information storage long before anything was written down. How do we know this? From the cloth itself’
(Plant, Sadie. ‘Zeroes and Ones: Digital Women and the New Technocultur’e. New York : Doubleday, 1997).
I began m y life as an artist making drawings, paintings, sculpture…then fell in love with technology and designed interactive interfaces for five years. In 1999 I reached the point where I was in mourning for a more haptic relationship to my practice again. I came apon textiles through reading Sadie Plant’s ‘Zeros and Ones’ while visiting Iran (my mother was a crochet designer who was raised near Tabriz – a famous rug weaving centre of excellence) and seeing the Jacquard Loom and Babbage machines at the Science Museum in London.
Discovering textile media as a place where old school female –dominated programming (since weaving is series of numbers encoded in cloth), the feel and beauty of woven surface, and a space for the interweaving of human narratives could co-exist was a revelation to me and I have been expanding into this space for the last five years.
It seems to be limitless in its potential to enable poetic processes of engagement and to produce at the same time work that can be touched, occupied and read as an anthropological snapshot in time.
I have mainly been working with other specialists to produce large-scale installations – weavers and programmers for ‘The Loom: From Text to Textile’, a sculptor for ‘Crafting Space’ and a whole design production team for ‘The Bibliomancer’s Dream’.
As a multi-disciplinary artist working with craft media, I have often felt outside and in awe of the mainstream of specialist makers who are able to work within and master a specific form of applied or visual art. Now I realise my speciality is in ‘crafting space’ and narrative through materials, words and conceptual ideas, with the very particular skill of defining compelling arenas of audience engagement.
A combination of growing confidence in my own skills and a desire to be more directly involved in the actually making of my work now has a chance to develop into new work through The Shape of Things commission. It is as if have been given permission to make again! I am now beginning the process of collecting, archiving, wrapping and installing what will be up to 999 objects.