I’ve been so busy recently I almost forgot I had this, I’m making flowers over and over again, it seems never ending, but at the same time, I enjoy it so much.
Life as an artist is difficult it would seem, at times. Pushing yourself to complete an idea that had such vigor in the beginning and now wanes as I work through it. That would be because of the shear volume I need to create, I count the numbers and they seem impressive, but in reality the number looks so small.
I had a show at the Dragon Bar briefly and I wasn’t impressed with the work, sadly. I didn’t use the exposure to my full advantage and that is all my fault. I feel such embarressment as times when showing people the things I create, I always think I can and should do better. I never see the merit in my own works and that is something I need to work on.
Everything with the flowers seems to be fitting in together slowly, like being drip fed, it takes it’s time. For once I hope to surpass my own expectations, but we shall see how that comes together, and this time I really hope to use this chance to really push myself.
