Sadly I forgot all about this post when creating the works for my latest show, I did document a lot of it at my other blog at wordpress but forgot this place existed. Not the website but the fact I had a blog, can you have too much web presence? I’ve spent the morning trying to edit and adapt what I have, removing some and updating others.
To be fair I often forget to update my blog and really want to get a website up and running but need to make more works again. I feel like I shouldn’t show some earlier works because my practice has changed so drastically. Also, I dislike earlier works and struggle to find the merit in it.
In other news, the show was a success, I was almost proud of the work (which is a new thing for me). I’m trying to start experimenting again and sending out proposals quite a lot. I miss having a studio at times like this, I did have a wonderful one, but the work life balance conflicted and I couldn’t get there. It’s easier for me to work from home despite the fact it limits my space.
I feel like I’m in a state of flux and although it is interesting and in parts exciting, the rest feels very confusing.
