I find the question of when to write things on your blog quite tricky. Sometimes, people ask me to do something, and I’m very excited and want to put it out there. But I don’t. I hang back out of fear. Fear of jumping the gun, or anticipating something that doesn’t then happen, or “jinxing” the deal, or giving your idea to someone who then steals it. But then, if you wait until it’s all a done deal, there’s no excitement or build up, or even the discussion of ultimate disappointment.
At the moment I seem to have loads of balls in the air…
LOAF… done deal in that it’s booked, organised, but not quite there yet, posters done, but not catalogue. I can talk about that quite freely, because it’s mine to talk about… you’ll be hearing loads more about that in the weeks to come, and you may even get a little surprise present or two along the way. We are going to apply for a bit of funding, a modest sum. This process is driving me bonkers. I’m not good with numbers. Luckily I have help!
Work towards my final show… that’s mine too, so you’ll be fed up of reading about it by the end, then the inevitable post-MA slump. Just because it’s expected, doesn’t make it any the less slumpy.
The Going Public blog with Franny Swann and Julie Dodd bumbles and stumbles along, we haven’t quite hit our stride yet, but I think our quest for some sort of rhythm of communication is interesting, and the possibility of some work that might evolve from it is exciting (for us anyway).
I’m trying to do more with my shed this summer too. I’m getting involved with someone who opens their garden in the summer for the National Gardens Scheme. The idea being that the shed will work as a retreat for artists who would like an outdoor studio, or musicians and songwriters who would like to work in a similar way, then come together into some sort of performance-come-exhibition as it goes along. The shed providing a studio, a workshop, a classroom, a gallery and a stage. This is in the early planning stages, so as it goes along, as things become firmer I’ll talk about them too.
I have a very exciting thing to do at the beginning of June, that is making me nervous. I’ll tell you when I’ve done it, just in case! This is the one making the butterflies flutter by.
I have a seedling of an idea for stemming the post-MA blues. I’m playing this one VERY close to my chest because I’m convinced it’s such a good idea that someone either with more time or money will get there first and bugger it up for me!
While all this is going on, I’m still working out what will the content of my MA show be? I’m sewing, and singing, and making. I have very vague and hazy thoughts of sound being in one place and the textile things being in another, but linked somehow, so the memory of the music lingers. And I might make a little bit of film.
And now, you see, this post is too long. 543 words up to here (turning into David Riley?)
I usually go for about 300. I can’t maintain concentration for longer than that usually… whether I’m writing or reading!