it might be play-off time of year but in what league does the match ideal v real take place?
in the process of moving house i’m juggling what i think might be ideal while waiting for the real to be generated.
in another failed to make the shortlist email this week my ideal outcome was again fallen short of the real.
in my mind ( oh mr izzard )
i play the match of ideal v real.
i think i don’t play very well – currently – as my winning has a lot of room to be improved.
once again i’m here on my laptop making a blog post and my head is all over the place and really i’d like it to be centred and witty and focussed and amazing and attracting lots of plaudits …. oh look the game never ceases ….
-pauses to sip tea-
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can i adapt even more than i already have done ?
seems like i need to try stopping the game and be real.
note to self ….
head spin …
bingly bong , bong bingle , image edittting, do whap …… squirrel, peak, awkward , me, image editting, document box, lines, 1 minute film submission for may and june and is there a series of three …
plus all the personal stuff i need to do with the house move.
i’d really like to work with an organsation to develop my ideas and i just wonder if i can ever write it all down well enough to be noticed.
time to walk and give space to head spinning…
the image editing is ongoing …
i’m still really not firing on all cylinders today yet. i’d like to be as i really need to add some details here as to what i started over the weekend at the Derbyshire eco centre.
one aspect i’d not put together for myself is that the eco centre is an adult education centre and as such the audience for the spring fair were in learning mode … more so than looking at art mode …
this manifested itself on staurday afternoon when the penny dropped and i realised i was in the middle of education and art … however what did actually happen was that a lot of visitors saw what i was doing, engaged in conversation and devised something for themselves that they lit up about and took their idea away with them. to some extent i will have done the same, once i process what i’m going to take away from it.
i know i have enough material to make another little database narrative film from the weekend and i know that there are at least a couple of things based on straight lines … in amoungst the wigglyness of a setting in nature.
as i prepared to wash dishes today i just had to stop and write so thoughts down, just in case you’re looking at this blog hoping to find out what i want to develop further from the research i made at the weekend.
