10….9…….8
just a sequence of numbers, or a particular date for particle physicists ?
A good day today for particle physisicts, for me it's the beginning of the third year, in effect, and still 2 1/2 weeks to enrollment.
While I have time to waffle and enjoy getting used to the blog site, I can of course amuse myself with musings of the day. There are some many constructs around me that making something myself seems a little irrelevent. The notion of my making something might benefit man kind is some what of a tall order and maybe best left to circular scientists. Well are they circular, as actually they are moving forward, no economic circular ness ness at all. Thorntons chocolate has year to date profits of 19% higher than last year, they don't need to care how it all began.
It was very reassuring to get an email yesterday with an outline of the final year. I am slow to comprehend, so it gives me time to take it all in and beging to have an appreciation of the structure that the third year will be. Obviously in my own way i'll do my own thing anyway and that's where the anxsts and lost sleep will start.
At a personal level, names are important and I've gone back to my full name as it will please my mother and for me represents the struggle to be myself after being behind a construct. I am happier as a result, despite the down days.
I woonder if I have an y jaffa cakes left to have with a cup of tea…oh for a count down.
