working at home today. the cleaners appearance has stopped entry to the space. i’m cool with it, their appearance was an undisclosed event yesterday, now they’ve been, it gets a bit easier for me to think about the process of installation of my monument.
i did work on site yesterday, i experienced how stress is triggered by tiredness. i made sure i got myself into a position to relax and unwind last night. i slept well. today i feel loads better and the spring has returned to my step.
while some printing does it’s thing, i’ve thought about my blog. i’ve noticed how in one month it was in the most viewed section and the following month it was not. i’m wondering if i respond differently to writing the blog when i know it was being viewed more. in becoming self aware have i done something differently or has the entry stance swung another way as i prepare to install. i don't need to focus on the answers to those. i’m looking upward at feeling happy, having fun and knowing what is important to me. just in the last few days, i’ve been alble to consider those and the events of the weekend are providing sight of what it is i’m looking upward for.