Here
a Beginning is attempted it’s usually expected an Introduction leading through Middle to …
End almost known as AugustmergingSeptember
but even an End is …
Edward Said said much about Beginning –
a project has beginning/middle/end = transitive
but then he found
< intransitive >
another Beginning one that “cannot truly be known, because it belongs more to silence
than it does to language
because it is what has always been
left behind
and because it challenges continuities that go cheerfully forward with their beginnings obediently affixed”
my transitive beginning is now pullingpushing me towards ending
my intransitive Beginning is further past and future, pulling in ideas encountered in seminars, reading, listening, living, pushing at ideas not formed
there’s no glimmer of Ending
it’s going to be an interesting journey
with a b/Beginning I might recognise some time
if not now