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Unconvinced student in dissertation dilemma

Well its been two weeks now and I'm still writing my essay. In the meantime we students have received some "guidance" since I started writing, which as you can expect is completely ambiguous. We were told to begin with that we were to write an academic paper. While the essay will emerge from a consideration of our own work, it was stressed that it should be a scholarly endeavour rather than either a biographical, journalistic, or in a "diary" form of writing. We are expected to observe the same conventions for writing and publication as if it was a dissertation in Art History. Then, we receive the guidelines which state that it is NOT an exercise in Art History, and should relate an almost biographical account of your own work. What-a-to-do?

All this research and consideration of my work in a modern context is making me think very hard about the reasons behind art. One thing I keep realising is that I am not at all convinced by the modern trends of concept art. I just can't justify spending £100,000 on a collection of mumblings by a group of unrehearsed amateurs gleaned from the street, culminating in week's radio broadcast… which but a handful of people probably heard or cared about.

This is just scratching the surface – hundreds of forgettable projects carried out at the public's expense. A brand-new lorry was turned on its side and hundreds of pounds worth of fresh cut flowers were heaped around it, to make it look as if it had crashed. So what? At the end of the day, the artists (whose names I shall omit here), bless their generosity, let the public help themselves to the flowers. I wonder if any of those pedestrians realised that those flowers had been bought with their own taxes – without their consent? Conceptual wizards or opportunistic con-artists – ready to jump (straight faced) onto the nearest bandwagon – (as long as there was a government grant available). What use to the public, who are paying, inadvertently, for these gung-ho shenanigans? To be honest I find it all rather depressing.

Putting my negative criticism aside, Government grants are all very well for artists to fund their work, whatever the outcome. But, as the Lion stands to perish at the top of the food chain should one of the links fail, so the conceptual artist stands to topple should the Arts Councils give way – and in an economic depression, unnecessary things, such as art, would be the first to go.

On a lighter note, I have finished and framed four paintings for a competition, which will be judged at the beginning of April. If I am chosen, some or all of my works will be hung in an exhibition in Sheffield, and with any luck somebody will purchase one – watch this space!


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Downgrading diatribe or sympathetic synthetic word synthesis?

Working alongside others is obviously a great experience – feedback, discussion, lack of isolation etc., but it also reminds me that I really seem to be painting in the wrong century. The students around me are etching vague scribbles, videoing themselves asleep in bed, and pushing the boundaries of their comfort zone. They are using phrases like "visual synthesis", "engage with the individualisation", and "space affecting space". Used out of context of course they are meaningless, but used in context I am still left considerably baffled, and nodding with that vague half-smile which is reserved specially for these occasions. I think it is dangerous to use phrases if you don't really know what they mean. If someone were to challenge your statement, you must be prepared with a ready answer.

I therefore am perfectly happy to keep both my work and my writing simple, at the risk of looking hopelessly unfashionable – but then I've never followed the "in" crowd, I've always sought to do everything my own way. Does anybody else out there have this problem? Or am I just hopelessly backdated? I'd love your comments please!

The reason I've suddenly become so theological is that I have started the 5,000 word dissertation, which as a final year student at our university, have to write on our practice. So far its really helped to make me look at my work in real depth.

Yesterday was a very productive day, the sun shone again and my paint box was pressed into active service from 1:30 until 10:30 at night, the result three good paintings, two okay and one just plain rubbish.


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Artistic headache gained in search for sublime inspiration

The other day I found an area near Aberystwyth where the river regularly bursts its banks, flooding the surrounding area, and trees. This makes for wonderful reflections, like a mirror and an extra dimension. The sun was directly behind the trees, which threw the colours into dark silhouette and reflected brightly in the flooded water (though this later gave me a terrible headache!).

After a relaxed weekend spent looking for new subjects, I have hoarded possible images in my brain camera for the next two weeks. Passing through Machynlleth on Saturday we popped into MOMA, and although the next exhibition wasn't quite finished and not open to the public, the staff there very kindly let us in for a sneak preview of David Tress masterpieces – wow we left there inspired! Now I have even more rocketing round my little brain jostling for place amongst the Welsh scenery. I feel like a coiled spring ready to bounce out and paint…


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